i had a dream that night
that things were simpler than they are
that i could hold you
and you weren't so far
with my eyes shut tight
you were more than just a ghost
you were breathing and laughing
but the closer we got the more i choked and i woke
and please don't let me go
cuz i am almost home
i was alone again
i shut and rubbed my eyes
and constellations
flooded and jumped into the sky
but they were strangers
they were maps of things i hadn't seen
and whatever i had thought was you
was just pouring from dead galaxies
so i'll breathe into your ghost
and maybe i'll bring you home
in the dream you said "i love you"
at the time, i found it true, through and through
but the thing that said "i love you"
was a misremembered version of you
in the dream you said "i love you"
and from far away i thought it was true
but when you said "i love you"
i knew at once it couldn't be you
so as long as i'm awake i'll try to fix my mistakes
and whenever i'm asleep at least in dreams i know you'll talk to me
the dream died down
the stars gave up their perch
and your ghost blew past me
twirling around the elms and birch
so for now i'll say "i love you"
in the morning light i recognize your face
as you turn and mouth
"i love you"
but it's still too difficult for you to say
Pairing lo-fi indie rock with silvery folk instrumentation, the self-described "bedroom pop wizard" casts a cozy, poignant spell. Bandcamp New & Notable Jan 11, 2024
Delicate and personal folk-pop from Castle Theater: honest observations and reflections presented as thoughtful, well-written miniatures. Bandcamp New & Notable Oct 4, 2022